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10.14.09 | -

08.31.09 | ache

08.28.09 | anemic

08.27.09 | warm, poison rats

08.24.09 | lean

08.19.09 | i guess i'm sick, and i'm tired of you being angry w/me.

08.18.09 | plus plus plus

08.15.09 | result, resolution, goodbyes

08.10.09 | little red riding hood, you sure are looking good

08.02.09 | the time is now

07.27.09 | SPARE me your TARDINESS.

07.24.09 | night's middle, letting go

07.20.09 | the 'witching' hour is now 'drunk proposition' hour

07.17.09 | facade - swallowing the moon

07.13.09 | so tired of being awake - coyote dream

07.10.09 | grace and plywood

07.09.09 | nipples.

07.07.09 | god.

07.06.09 | the knife

07.05.09 | melorah-viollet

07.03.09 | meetings, forgettings

06.15.09 | notes, faeboys ftw

06.04.09 | time wasting

06.01.09 | notes

05.27.09 | 1,2,3

05.26.09 | whaaaat a sucker

05.25.09 | noted

05.21.09 | OW

05.20.09 | it stared, not unkindly, into the glittering red dark

04.26.09 | solution

04.20.09 | escape it, dodge it, make it

04.15.09 | in unison

04.06.09 | dooplisitee.

03.25.09 | O, THE DRAMA!

03.23.09 | soul ignites -

03.18.09 | toothbrushes automation should be curbed

03.11.09 | GROWNUPS ARE BORING

03.06.09 | babble, maybe pt2, i don't know.;

02.27.09 | update pt1

10.25.08 | library card, further evolution

10.09.08 | vignette and i was possibly hormonal

10.08.08 | fleet foxes - ragged wood

10.07.08 | this is real enough now, tnx.

10.02.08 | eternal sunshine/craving burial

10.01.08 | my bones are earth and leaves

09.12.08 | douchebottle

09.11.08 | sarah palin is qualified (to go out with me) *heart!*

09.08.08 | so far, effective

09.04.08 | response/retort

09.04.08 | thinly veiled

08.23.08 | new ice age notes

08.23.08 | for shiz!?

08.20.08 | wtf birthday?!

08.11.08 | tegan and sara - speak slow

08.09.08 | busy world - free tibet

08.07.08 | worried - awake

08.04.08 | planet BarbieDies

07.30.08 | thesaurus.com: No results found for penis

07.27.08 | informer!

07.21.08 | interlude: revolution waterbirth

07.17.08 | all in the design

07.15.08 | ludicrous

07.13.08 | lock & key again?

07.10.08 | take that

06.21.08 | nutshell baby phat

06.04.08 | i'd like to be lethally injected at 70

05.23.08 | lay your armor down

05.22.08 | the restless memory unresolved

05.21.08 | rebirth over the radio

05.18.08 | and you kissed me like you meant it

05.15.08 | see jane shine

05.09.08 | when you can't explain, music usually does the trick

05.01.08 | really, watch it

04.25.08 | ROR, MOMMEH!

04.24.08 | when you gonna love you

04.18.08 | there isn't a song to match the mood for once

04.17.08 | fixed width

04.17.08 | and i'm proud of it

04.09.08 | if you're ever in the hospital, DON'T SAVE IT UP PLEASE

04.09.08 | night shift = woo!

04.07.08 | lost at sea

04.03.08 | sulane - the chapter in tulsa, pt1

03.31.08 | the chemical weapon

03.27.08 | i feel good about your levity

03.20.08 | icicle, where are you going

03.15.08 | boy, your lips look delicious

03.06.08 | i feel spiritual about karma

03.06.08 | doublement, s'il vous plait

03.06.08 | -

03.04.08 | back on the street now

03.03.08 | no apology necessary

03.01.08 | real roleplay, 4 hours in the morning 2/25/08

02.15.08 | indie doesn't have to mean personal neglect?!

02.11.08 | thank you, pondlife

02.10.08 | whatever

01.30.08 | accident - -

01.18.08 | visual aides, limecat, juno song

01.17.08 | the support group - i mean class!

01.08.08 | it was OK for 1/2 an hour - before and after it was all shit

01.06.08 | gosh!

01.05.08 | we're all a little screwed up

01.03.08 | i used to be an unkept coy pond?

01.02.08 | welcome home, here's your spoons

01.02.08 | the 'lux aeterna' from john rutter's requiem

12.23.07 | rudolph zoe

12.22.07 | leftover love travesty

12.21.07 | missing limb / fresh air cocaine

12.13.07 | drastic flaws

12.12.07 | take this love, take it down

12.08.07 | the foo has been fought

12.06.07 | i am the brute squad

11.29.07 | momTaxi - z & snow

11.28.07 | feeling slightly chaotic again

11.22.07 | congealing / fat meal worms

11.21.07 | tidbits with some redactions

11.17.07 | not sorry - simple words

11.15.07 | doc martens, 6yr old science

11.11.07 | santa

11.09.07 | tight pants day

11.07.07 | gerbera daisy is fun to say

11.06.07 | there should be a manual for this

11.06.07 | demolition, reconstruction - IT'S ALIVE

11.05.07 | clean technology

11.01.07 | monsters

10.31.07 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN

10.30.07 | list

10.29.07 | embrasure .. is that a word?

10.27.07 | meeting outtakes

10.22.07 | the bad dream revisited

10.18.07 | down rodeo with a shotgun

10.17.07 | when does the green party sleep?

10.14.07 | araararpolitics

10.12.07 | what's best about a bad book

10.10.07 | shards of glass

10.10.07 | you're not living up to your potential

10.05.07 | wheel o'manipulation

10.03.07 | focus // catfight face

10.02.07 | always did like representational fiction

10.02.07 | toastlover

10.01.07 | splinters

09.28.07 | -

09.26.07 | we're all dudes, HEY

09.21.07 | reptiles sing

09.20.07 | boing

09.13.07 | -

09.13.07 | they say a man must break his back to earn his day of leisure

09.01.07 | not so heavy when you think about it

06.25.07 | ew

06.17.07 | perception & crackheadology

06.09.07 | when he got back from palm springs he was a shade of walnut

06.07.07 | is 90s punk .. old?!

06.04.07 | i'm getting too old and soon i'll be 'trying too hard'

04.30.07 | maybe i should do this play barefoot

06.13.06 | limited engagement

05.28.06 | hope we don't take this ship down

05.20.06 | the rump-crown measurement

05.13.06 | don't be sad, they come in 3s

02.13.06 | engenue

02.12.06 | if an old friend's mother wrote a letter ..

11.26.05 | gay nurse & the world's sorrows

11.21.05 | galactic dare

11.12.05 | seashore pictures, i spy confessions

11.12.05 | pics from the beach, 11/12

11.10.05 | smartypants and handsome feet

11.06.05 | blankie alert

11.04.05 | prodigy classic refugees PsA

11.02.05 | erratic, erratic

10.31.05 | sometimes i miss you so much.

10.25.05 | soulsailing

10.23.05 | the future is errogenous zones

10.20.05 | man-made & soon-to-be concave

10.15.05 | pokemon sucks

10.13.05 | bedraggled boxes & auditory scenery

10.10.05 | beautiful dreamer

10.10.05 | -

10.04.05 | the age of empire

10.02.05 | day 5

10.01.05 | [gives the double finger.]

09.27.05 | skirtsuit

09.26.05 | moths & months

09.22.05 | stereo reiki

09.21.05 | a moment ago, with my back to you

09.19.05 | no credit

09.18.05 | serenity/sabotage

09.17.05 | the business of god

09.15.05 | under glass, #7

09.01.05 | scales - snakes or apples, eve?

07.21.05 | mother, perfectly silent

07.01.05 | the new phallus will be 1,776 feet tall

06.27.05 | is that spongebob squarepants in freckles on your arm?

06.22.05 | washed-in

06.16.05 | no woman no cry

06.15.05 | there's an institute for that? cool!

06.07.05 | last hours

05.23.05 | spice of life

05.11.05 | and it happened 5/6 ..

05.05.05 | sashay, shante!

04.30.05 | TO THE STUPID F-ERS AT #BROKEN_DAGGER

04.08.05 | in numerical order

04.02.05 | cool people suck

03.30.05 | special

03.24.05 | i live in a box of paints

03.21.05 | so bitter and so sweet

03.16.05 | idiom

03.14.05 | ok, go

03.05.05 | memories and elephants

02.20.05 | oh, don't be

02.11.05 | pillow

02.09.05 | forecast

02.06.05 | spooky personal prequel

02.05.05 | tell me that you want the kind of things that money just can't buy

02.02.05 | larvae

02.01.05 | punishing methods

01.30.05 | 'cause if you jump, you'd best jump far

01.28.05 | half of the time we're gone and we don't know where

01.25.05 | the oldest eyes

01.23.05 | won't you come out to play

01.22.05 | say that you love me

01.20.05 | there are a lot of exclamation points in this one.

01.19.05 | let's discuss

01.17.05 | when she's gone, she's gone too long

01.15.05 | limbo

01.13.05 | i hope this song will guide you home

01.12.05 | keeping the resolution - THE SAGA

01.11.05 | dash -

01.10.05 | sex and poverty

01.09.05 | walking on down the line

01.04.05 | it's all a mess

01.03.05 | or maybe it *does* know!!

01.01.05 | i volunteer to sink

12.31.04 | i can't swim

12.30.04 | countdown

12.30.04 | why is it a house of leaves?

12.29.04 | measure these things by your brains

12.28.04 | pop culture

12.27.04 | sort of retrospective

12.26.04 | fast food knight

12.24.04 | the near and the dear ones

12.23.04 | this year, to save me from tears

12.22.04 | does it creak

12.20.04 | the island of misfit toys

12.19.04 | priority mail

12.17.04 | i cannot stand the way you tease

12.16.04 | this year i'll give it to someone special

12.16.04 | your kiss might kill me

12.15.04 | goliath

12.13.04 | NINJA SECRETARY

12.12.04 | she eyes me like a pisces when i am weak

12.09.04 | serial

12.08.04 | the lights*the manger*the tree

12.07.04 | slower, slower

12.05.04 | my string to the ground

12.03.04 | love & darkness & my sidearm

12.02.04 | they probably thought i was a spy.

12.01.04 | half as much as tomorrow

11.30.04 | wearing me thin, you smashing young man

11.28.04 | significance

11.28.04 | goodbye dave - marrying the sanctus

11.27.04 | where's the beach?

11.26.04 | up, up, and awayyyy!

11.24.04 | turkey for me, turkey for you

11.23.04 | road to recovery

11.20.04 | unconditional lights & flowers nodding

11.18.04 | convincing hot water

11.17.04 | THE GANGSTER OF LOVE

11.17.04 | quickie.1

11.14.04 | o sweet spontaneous

11.13.04 | the capital 'i'

11.11.04 | pictorial with captions

11.09.04 | a little more substantial

11.08.04 | the 3 epiphanies. tomorrow, the pictorial

11.07.04 | prelude/epilogue

10.30.04 | warm vanilla sugar

10.30.04 | folding the pillow - small crimes

10.27.04 | forgiveness

10.26.04 | death and credit cards

10.25.04 | do not use elevators x2

10.24.04 | when all your promises are gone

10.22.04 | i hate that look on your face

10.22.04 | in case of fire,

10.21.04 | -

10.20.04 | leftovers

10.18.04 | crazy pumpkinhead!

10.17.04 | mountains on fire

10.15.04 | windowsill

10.15.04 | i am not going to boston, sorry

10.14.04 | the shorter story

10.12.04 | sulane and shane - passage north

10.12.04 | square moons

10.11.04 | i can't wait for your scarf around my waist

10.10.04 | sustainable resources

10.08.04 | the drink when i am thirsty

10.06.04 | symmetry

10.04.04 | i guess i've had it.

10.03.04 | the 'old man' died

10.03.04 | OBEY

10.02.04 | holding out/holding in

09.30.04 | it's never cold enough for me here

09.29.04 | disco lemonade

09.28.04 | like suffering but i am too willing

09.26.04 | the church steeple in the postcard

09.24.04 | halloween dreaming

09.23.04 | where are we driving?

09.22.04 | la, these are boy briefs.

09.19.04 | you never gain weight from a donut hole

09.16.04 | i had a dream last night and it fit me like a glove

09.15.04 | leftovers of angry

09.14.04 | endlessly ahead

09.13.04 | weekend - half a resolution

09.10.04 | there are good ones (GOLFCART!)

09.08.04 | kick your feet and calm the place that makes you hollow

09.06.04 | night rain breeze & leather pants

09.05.04 | irrational/rational

09.04.04 | fragmentary

09.02.04 | dragons - tree footprints - such a dream

08.31.04 | bits of a letter just composed

08.30.04 | you are what they call the human season

08.28.04 | everybody has a ghost who sings like you do

08.25.04 | why can't you just go away?

08.23.04 | fascinating we are all falling

08.22.04 | the door seamed with yellow hallway light

08.20.04 | capsized

08.19.04 | i don't submit to this feeling that often, lately.

08.17.04 | 100 things borrowed from chris

08.16.04 | witty and brief?

08.15.04 | okay, so. it's 5am and i'm a little freaked out?

08.13.04 | [weariness.]

08.12.04 | up through the atmosphere

08.11.04 | rabble rouser!

08.11.04 | making room for explosive blossoming

08.09.04 | aww.

08.08.04 | watch me unravel

08.07.04 | a little self affirmation - rant 2.1

08.05.04 | moi, the longhair one is yesterday

08.05.04 | i'm afraid they'd say _________

08.04.04 | real estate here in my bag

08.03.04 | i sank into eden with you

07.30.04 | -

07.30.04 | with love and a little gasoline

07.29.04 | not afraid of being an inoculant

07.29.04 | see the pyramids along the nile

07.28.04 | not all rainbows and butterflies

07.27.04 | include me in your symphonies of simple inconsistancies -

07.26.04 | the only real symmetry is DNA

07.25.04 | and the elephant drew me -

07.24.04 | compatriotsin/idiotbliss

07.22.04 | don't be silly, we've all been framed

07.21.04 | give me a glimpse - tongue in your bellybutton

07.20.04 | advent - adventure - sudden stop

07.19.04 | 'cause i can't believe what i've found

07.17.04 | and you meant it

07.15.04 | purple walls - matches the prose

07.13.04 | those sandles have been 'round the block a few times

07.12.04 | sunburn - soulburn

07.11.04 | faces in a pile beside the door

07.09.04 | just roll with it - aka: big girls don't cry

07.08.04 | life-like gravity

07.07.04 | manic!

07.06.04 | red vinyl diner booths

07.05.04 | i was lonely the whole time.

07.02.04 | phallic idealism

07.01.04 | little darlin'

06.30.04 | she's a beauty queen ..

06.27.04 | heartstrings

06.26.04 | dreaming of fall

06.23.04 | lots of little HTML experiments in here.

06.22.04 | evolutions

06.21.04 | ginger was a hippie like me

06.20.04 | repair shop on a sunday blues

06.18.04 | thou, all my bliss

06.17.04 | some people want diamond rings ..

06.16.04 | happy baby, happy mommy

06.14.04 | my neice graduated from the 8th grade!

06.12.04 | the draft and the prisoner abuse scandal

06.11.04 | a full night's sleep and a little sunshine

06.10.04 | fuck you phonecalls - not a good time

06.09.04 | -

06.09.04 | right now i'm dangerous.

06.08.04 | a kiss to build a dream on

06.07.04 | guh.

06.03.04 | clothed in crenoline ..

06.02.04 | miles and miles of mountains

05.31.04 | as when the heart of this flower imagines -

05.29.04 | cruisin' in the car you spent all day waxin' ..

05.27.04 | chaos breeds bad decisions

05.26.04 | the power - the fear

05.25.04 | why didn't i just inherit a fortune.

05.24.04 | WHAT A HORRIBLE DAY!!!

05.21.04 | asbury park and recent panic!

05.20.04 | the biggest nerd on earth

05.19.04 | candy and what are you, my air?

05.17.04 | ALL HAIL THE POOR AND HAPPY

05.15.04 | the nature of hilarity

05.13.04 | i know you are - but what am i?

05.13.04 | pieces - more later

05.11.04 | i really *am* cute

05.11.04 | conversation - remember 'irrelevance?'

05.09.04 | more pictures, yay!

05.09.04 | a letter from ben

05.08.04 | no,no,no,bad

05.08.04 | lyricism

05.06.04 | x and spontaneous combustion theory

05.04.04 | and i forgot to tell you -

05.02.04 | & i said:

05.01.04 | rowr / hell-*ooo*, delicious -

04.30.04 | afternoon smouldering

04.28.04 | crayon - paint - dandelions again

04.27.04 | *

04.26.04 | oedipus - ferocity - glamor

04.25.04 | an essay on hesitance

04.24.04 | s-o-s!

04.22.04 | is you

04.19.04 | unicorns and devils

04.16.04 | pictures .. yay?

04.16.04 | ceiling connisseur

04.14.04 | hitting the wall - do's and dont's

04.13.04 | the violinists and the sermon and the obligatory lilies

04.12.04 | molasses

04.10.04 | house as a rug - happy easter

04.08.04 | .. . yeah.

04.08.04 | portraits of bubbles and babies

04.07.04 | mundanities - mickey mouse undies - marc

04.04.04 | sulane & chase - the pregnancy of impending freedom

04.03.04 | easter - reminiscing - expression

04.03.04 | p.s. - are you a pig? i *dig* pigs.

04.02.04 | deferring

04.01.04 | it's a time down day, and i dig it

03.30.04 | montreal - part 2

03.29.04 | montreal - part one. no pictures yet.

03.26.04 | consider yourself warned about the possibility of melancholy

03.25.04 | dove - hope - bitterness - baby hair

03.25.04 | couple of hours

03.25.04 | 6am - insomnia

03.24.04 | dante - new template - boring blessings

03.23.04 | only the *2nd* level? poo!

03.23.04 | spin the bottle

03.22.04 | the attic, the fireplace, the trapeze

03.22.04 | dream is a weapon

03.21.04 | dried rose petals in every music box

03.21.04 | i can delete this later, if you want.

03.20.04 | a lover wearing hemp

03.18.04 | self-discovery - k-discovery

03.17.04 | time buttoned up to the collar

03.17.04 | wah.

03.16.04 | i was lonely for something i forgot about -

03.16.04 | my friend's got a boyfriend and she hates that dick.

03.15.04 | policemen with big balls

03.15.04 | ciao, baby! ... heh.

03.14.04 | reaction - does tony kushner have 'daddy' issues?

03.13.04 | stop all the dancing - again

03.12.04 | surveys

03.12.04 | links

03.12.04 | fertility - concealer - off the balcony

03.11.04 | take it! take it! TAKE IT.

03.11.04 | plus equals once in a lifetime

03.10.04 | von - the balcony scene

03.08.04 | my choppers - read between the lines

2004-03-06 | where will you go, when this is all overwith?

2004-03-04 | romancing the whore

2004-03-03 | the last letter to william sargent

2004-03-02 | C-U-N-T

2004-03-02 | the coat buttoned up to the collar.

2004-03-01 | big black boots. true love.

2004-02-27 | 3 blessings.

2004-02-26 | rant 1.2

2004-02-25 | graffiti - congealing mercury

2004-02-22 | no love, no glory

2004-02-22 | stop all the dancing

2004-02-19 | for today - interviewage.

2004-02-19 | i found a way to make you smile.

2004-02-17 | .. i swore a lot in this one. eek.

2004-02-16 | explaining the tulips.

2004-02-15 | dumbo the flying elephant!

2004-02-14 | i hate being without a computer.

2004-02-13 | can his rule get any worse?

2004-02-09 | carroty comma - counting the buttons.

2004-02-06 | x at the ballet.

2004-02-06 | i know you miss me - i still hate you.

2004-02-04 | nothing's gonna stop me from floating

2004-02-04 | B-E-T-T-Y: fuck you, kaleb, *and* your damn potty!

2004-02-02 | doughnut song - sulane and chase

2004-02-01 | shameless

2004-01-30 | consumed by affection

2004-01-28 | dead mouse.

2004-01-26 | hm.

2004-01-25 | had a northern lad. well, not exactly had, but ..

2004-01-25 | cupcake, kill for you.

2004-01-24 | businessmen/dogs - part 1

2004-01-22 | wish you well, jackie .. mary ann ..

2004-01-21 | lincoln vs. dubbya

2004-01-19 | ran into a red cock - stripper secretary

2004-01-16 | reviews

2004-01-16 | back from the dead.

2004-01-14 | sulane - james - confrontation. zoe's dolly.

2004-01-12 | tideover. overtide.

2004-01-11 | a tree, a *tree*

2004-01-10 | !!CAUTION!! !!CRAMP ALERT!!

2004-01-07 | hedley and james - abraham lincoln

2004-01-05 | pride and joy - shane & sulane & the chick

2004-01-02 | kiss the sound of church bells

2004-01-01 | hedley and sulane - IMs

2003-12-29 | goodbye, season of love.

2003-12-27 | sulane - at the Firehouse

2003-12-25 | happy christmas

2003-12-24 | corduroy boy

2003-12-23 | well-washed banana bread.

2003-12-22 | oscillating.

2003-12-19 | more snowmen! gasoline rainbows.

2003-12-18 | taking off emily dickinson's clothes

2003-12-17 | steel animals

2003-12-16 | toothbrushes.

2003-12-14 | yo-yo. he is she is i am you are

2003-12-13 | moptop - shenanigans.

2003-12-11 | aie. i tried, really.

2003-12-10 | rings

2003-12-10 | ohm?

2003-12-09 | suitcases, snowflakes, streetlamps, and razorblades.

2003-12-08 | canastas - hedley - snow sculpture.

2003-12-05 | tell me on a sunday, please.

2003-12-04 | texas and x.

2003-12-02 | stupid beginnings.

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