10.02.08
eternal sunshine/craving burial
earson:
eyeson:
thoughton:
this morning it was raining again and everything becomes so -bright- when it rains, overexposed, and it smells so delicious .. if rainy mornings were something you could eat or drink, i would be addicted to them.
tomorrow morning i've made plans with my niece to put our bare feet in the sand at a local park before we go to our respective work/school responsibilities. i feel so -strongly- about earth right now, the feel of earth and smell of earth .. i want to sink my skin into it, i want to be buried in cool dark soil and feel the texture of it all around me. tonight i've made plans to watch 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind' and go to bed by 2AM, because tomorrow is going to be long and beautiful.
been playing WoW and doing facebook, myspace sorts of things. i've also been roleplaying again, which is fun, but you see more and more as you get older .. watching the rooms fly by, the paragraphs, you notice the insecurities and the jealousies, the youthfulness.
Clementine: Look man, I'm telling you right off the bat, I'm high-maintainance, so... I'm not gonna tip-toe around your marriage, or whatever it is you've got goin' there. If you wanna be with me, you're with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.
Joel: I remember that speech really well.
Clementine: I had you pegged, didn't I?
Joel: You had the whole human race pegged.
Clementine: Hmm. Probably.
Joel: I still thought you were gonna save my life... even after that.
Clementine: Ohhh... I know.
Joel: It would be different, if we could just give it another go-round.
Clementine: Remember me. Try your best; maybe we can.
written at 7:08 p.m.
