06.21.08
nutshell baby phat
earson:
eyeson:
thoughton:
so i'll just give you the skinny if you'll give me the baby phat:
my mother is still hobbling around the house with a walker and, alternately, with a wheelchair. increasingly, she's like one of my patients; in so much 'pain' and so engrossed in it that they ARE the pain and become progressively weaker ..
my sister promised to put my name on the father's day gift. the day before, i'd invited her over for strawberry shortcake to my folks' house. i was detained on my game, in the middle of a 'raid' which is - for the plainsclothes non-gamer - a situation in which 10 or more people have come together to defeat a particular set of very difficult monsters. so i finished this, which means i missed dinner entirely. when i went out into the living room to spend time with her, she passive-aggressively spent the entire time on my mother's computer ignoring me. 'punishment.' while i was absent from the table, she and my mother discussed what a crappy mother i was in front of my niece, which was a mistake, because she tells me everything. the next day, sunday, she visited my father for about 10 minutes & left, only saying 'hi' to me when i passed her in the living room. found out later she had -not- put my name on either card nor gift as we'd discussed, further punishment. i'm so mad at her.
tomorrow victor will come to take the baby for 10 days. 10 days! from here down to PA to his house for over a week, he's never taken care of her for that long, he has no idea how to do it and i can't imagine why i agreed to this stupidity.
i hate poop, by the way! i hate nasty pink pee! i hate old man penises! i hate crotch rot! i hate little old ladies who are so picky and demanding that they can never be comfortable OR grateful OR happy.
i do have to get back to work, here, but that's it in a nutshell - i have to LOSE SOME WEIGHT
written at 4:33 a.m.
